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there’s no hope in this world

im alive

bro i was indeed dead why they keep saving me

they saved me again

i can’t just sit here and watch this many injustice and violence around the world. why do you think I’m high all the time? Because the reality is too heavy for me to handle. I waited and I waited. I wanted to kill myself when I was 15 and I gave myself seven more years to see if anything will change. Nothing changed, everything got worse. Now I got nothing, I’m homeless, my friends are leaving me, I got no dreams anymore, and I don’t know how to dream, I’m tired. I just wanna sleep or be unconscious. So why are y’all trying to revive a dead soul? It’s all suffering. an endless cycle of suffering that I’ve been going through. So tonight is the time to make my mind and say goodbye. I will keep everyone updated if I didn’t answer then pray for my soul in the other universe, hell, heaven or whatever the fuck it is. I just don’t wanna be a part of this society. Dirty politics, no humanity.

i been wanting to leave for years

don’t try to save me i can’t be saved

if i die, life would get easier for ever around me

if i live, what’s the point

would 1500 mg oxy and 100 mg xanax end it all?

xanax stack

just kill me i will never be ok

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