♱

no friend

Not the enemy

Just two strangers

with some memories;

I wanted to wake up with your notification

I wanted to travel the kilometers between us to see you

I wanted to heal your wounds

I wanted to be the one you love

I wanted to be taken care of

I wanted you to know that if you were mine, I wouldn't let anyone hurt you

I wanted to send my song just for you

I wanted to be with you on my next birthday

I wanted to get drunk together

I wanted to do something to make you fall asleep in my arms

I wanted..

And for each of these "I wanted" I was willing to give up everything;

But my dearest

I just wanted

And in a world where maybe there was no place to be "us".

I loved you madly

But only I wanted, I loved, I tried and only I...

I think you never really loved me. You only felt lonely at night And you loved that I love you.

I miss you;

I try so hard, and I’m never the one😂.