novelty

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the urge to rewatch little miss sunshine whenever you’re even a little bit sad

consequences have actions

tummy hurts because i ate something that i knew would make my tummy hurt anyway

instead of deterring me

seeing films that show lives ruined by drug addiction only intensifies my desire and motivates me further to try drugs

peace was never an option

spent the dream collecting my teeth and finding a dentist

had the teeth falling out dream to end all teeth falling out dreams

feeling corrupted and consumed by desire

basquiat in front of a piss painting of himself by warhol

cant even joke around these days

i don’t eat because i don’t want to support businesses and my farm didnt grow