Seigfried

twenteen🙏🏻

became 20 i’m an unc now

My mercy prevails over my wrath

شكد عظيمه النومه التكعد منها متفلش ومتدري الدنيا صبح لو ليل

My holy trinity

it genuinely feels like running after your shadow, the same repetitive loop with no ending and no gaining

كل سنة هي نفس السنة الي قبلهة ممكن اسوء ممكن شوية احسن بس كلهة هي مو عيشة انسان

But then again None of us got to experience childhood or teenhood We never really got to experience life to know the difference between each period of our lives

I genuinely don’t think it ever will

And it doesn’t get better at 22💜

هايشنو ناسيه افتح الرستركت

and it might be a ridiculous to think that way but i genuinely think this is what being on survival mode 24/7 instead of actually living does to a mf

Cause i’m gonna be 20 yet i still feel like i’m the same 15-17 years old teenager

Now that i remember that i’ve grown and have to act like an adult it really does smth to me

That’s probably why i feel like I’m so stuck in my teenage girl mindest

i genuinely feel like i wasted my teenagehood being miserable and took it somehow for granted yet ended up with nothing

ngl i do panic when i remember those are literally my last hours of being a teenager

And I'm just not