ree’s monologue

شتشوف ورة ما تطلع من امتحان طلَّع روحك

I’ll update the list with new digital neighborhoods when/if they arise

I think a central life objective is making friends and forming communities, so let’s be friends on: - گروب الـYPT (تطبيق تتابعون بيه ساعات دراستكم وتتنافسون وية اصدقائكم) - قناة الدراسة (study w/me live streams) - حساب الـgoodreads - حساب الـfable - حساب الـsubstack (ناشرة بيه منشور واحد حصرًا—يمكن المزيد مستقبلًا؟)

For a minute there, I lost myself

So, um, can I please have a sandwich?

The bagels place playing Karma Police

معقولة العيشة هيچ تريد؟

I don’t know if I’ll ever know how other people do it—the adult adults—because I surely do not feel like one just yet. In the words of the wise mitski:

How do other people live? I wonder how they keep it up? When today is finally done There's another day to come Then another day to come

And it’s funny because I come off as this very organized, goal-oriented person who has it all together… I literally have no idea what I am doing and where any of this is going. And I’m terrified. Every. Single. Day. The only thing I’m not afraid of is being open and vulnerable enough to admit that I am scared, to my own self above all.

I think this is a defining feature of young adulthood. There’s not a single thing I’ve done unafraid; not a single night I’ve gone to bed not dreading at least some aspect of tomorrow. Even after it all falls into rythym and turns into routine, the fear might tone down, but it’ll always be there.

Sometimes I think my defining feature is being afraid

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my take on this five-way sudoku

والساعة بالتسعة بالليل وماريد أتزقنب شي

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