let down

at first I'm shy, then I'm a podcast.

You don't become cold. You just get tired of being warm to people who never noticed.

if i can't be weird with you then wtf

life teaches a lot, but I forget everything.

I actually talk a lot when i feel like someone is really listening to me .

trying to control myself from saying the rudest things bc I'm trying to be a better person.

my love language is obsession and insanity.

imagine hating on me and I'm just in my room also hating on me.

I can handle everything on my own, but I melt when someone takes care of me and completely turns off my survival mode.

me saying "whatever" and then thinking about it for the next 6 hours.

not yet a corpse, still I'm rotting .

"self care" but it’s just me having no human interactions for two days.

not yet a corpse, still I'm rotting .

sometimes we look outside of the window, not for the view but to forget what's happening inside.

Sometimes silence feels safer than words.