𝗧𝗵𝗶𝗿𝗱 𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗼𝗻

I don’t recognize myself anymore, it’s like I outgrew who I was, but haven’t met who I’m supposed to be yet.

I write to feel a little less pathetic.

I don't do beef with anyone, I'll just walk away and hope you finally meet someone who treats you the way you treated me.

Life lately

The lioness has not been herself since 2023.

Life sucks but at least I’m not a grown woman pretending to be a child like it’s a personality.

‏ قال النبي ﷺ: ‏”أكثروا من الصلاة عليَّ ليلة الجمعة ويوم الجمعة فإن صلاتكم معروضة عليَّ“ ‏اللَّهُمَّ صَلِّ وَسَلِّمْ عَلَى سَيِّدُنَا مُحَمَّدٍ ﷺ

Trying to let go of my people pleaser self cause I've always lived to please others and not me, so now I’m learning what it really means to choose myself even if it means disappointing the ones who were only okay with me when I wasn’t okay with myself.

When someone says that they love me but i know they just love being loved by me but not loving me as an individual person.

sad girl autumn.

When they ask me what my hobbies are but all my answers start with “I used to.”

Sometimes I wonder if you really saved a place for me, or if it was always just an empty spot.

Reconnecting with books & cats because talking to people didn’t work

You were so close yet so far, like January and December.