Polkadot

Let's put this here

Sorry for being such a bitch I was just scared of getting attached

Being alive is just embarrassing

i might be dying but i need to do my duolingo lesson cause i can’t lose my streak and let that little cute owl down

Does anyone else feel like they constantly have to make a decision? Like, every step I take and every word that comes out of my mouth feel like a decision I have to ponder on beforehand. I feel like everyday tasks have to come naturally, automatically to you, but it was never the case for me. I always have to go over the thinking process and make the decision all over again, then take action. Not getting used to any kind of routine is honestly so overwhelming.

"Don't stay silent. I might forget you," Proceeds to stay silent but loudly

brain: i see you're trying to sleep, can i offer a selection of your worst memories from the last 10 years Nooooooooooooooooooooooooooo~

Need a quite place to scream

The worst ppl you know have the same hobby as you,isn't that nice?

"Don't judge a book by its cover" I very much do.

I don't even try to wipe off the dust anymore. I sit with it. Breathe it in. If I don't cough anymore, does it mean I've made peace with the dirt?

Everything around me runs in a speed that my feet can't catch up to and I feel like a walking failure.

So many bridges to burn and words to say and paths to walk and while my heart burns with desire and lust for life, I already feel worn out and tired.

sometimes all a girl needs is a chocolate bar gifted to them

when they think being nonchalant will make me interested but i literally want them to yearn like a professional yearner with a yearning degree

Going for the wrong people because you feel undeserving of the right people's love is really sad. It's like, I believe you can never really love me, but even if you do, please don't do that to yourself. Don't get yourself caught in my mess. I'm meant to be hurt, made to get ruined.

my strategy in life is to act stupid on purpose all the time so that when i actually am being stupid unironically people can't tell the difference and think it's a joke

academic validation is just like cigarettes… gives you a momentary high but burns out in the end