Scribe your soul out

Good morning. I randomly shout, and it's become so normal that nobody asks what happened anymore.

i do think i have outgrown marvel universe ( lies i will still watch it tho)

WWWOOOAAAAAAAAAA https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8TZMtslA3UY

And yes i think my dog is better than you.

i love how people suddenly remember they’re “made in the image of god” the moment you point out how cruel we can be, like divinity is something we only reach for when we need to excuse what we refuse to confront.

I'll be the first to say it: I'm sick of olvia dean songs

and much more. ahh

i take this back he said feministoch senchachu mtsm derom

sitting at a cafe two friends are arguing. one of them is explaining why he doesn’t want to bring children into this world. it isn’t only about his income he’s talking about how much he still wants to improve, how he doesn’t feel ready yet. the other one argues back, saying, “i might be depressed, definitely, but things aren’t going to be worse than they are now.” babe?😌 i actually laughed a little when i heard that. he noticed, so i quickly put on my earphones. i didn’t want it to look like i was eavesdropping anymore. embarrassed.

babes i slept😭 good morning

my friends are my biggest supporter.

help blen with no sleep is like taking her most valuable thing in life that makes her function. i swear i can't live without sleeping i am freaking out. how do y'all function and throw the word insomnia around like it's a normal thing?

okay so i tried sleeping early ( woke up at 5) failed i tried ignoring my phone failed i tried watching a documentary failed i tried listening to things failed insomnia is real like ik its real but again, its been 4 days and i cant even take a nap i quitted and i started organizing in the middle of the night and yes,here we are. good morning oh, you slepttt? eseyyyy

where was all this alertness, when i was in the middle of an exam?

ob-la-di, ob-la-da life goes on. brahhhhhhhhhh

i do not lack accountability. that i have, on both sides of my pockets, and some days when i wear the heavy jacket i get blessed with extra pockets too. i carry it everywhere, folded and refolded, like a note i promised myself i would never throw away. i woke up a bit early today oh, but we didn’t sleep, so i can’t say i woke up. i just saw the sunrise. that counts as something, i think. i stare at the light, the fractures on my walls. i stare at them sometimes. sometimes i count them, and sometimes i imagine myself stuck between them, like the wall cracked open and i slipped into the quiet spaces inside it. i wanted to sleep more, but the house is quiet today. too quiet. i should use the advantage to let my thoughts scream today, to not utter a voice, just to have an uninterrupted conversation with myself. the day is gloomy. i wanted it to rain as an excuse to cancel one of my chores, but it didn’t. so here is where i use one of the accountabilities that i keep inside one of my pockets. who will it wait for if not me?

you always get what you want but that is also a pain more than it is a just a pleasure, it’s like your hands can only hug and hold onto one thing you’ve loved and still the heart wants something else sometimes and it would only mean you’d have to drop it all right in front of you to go ahead. finding the most desired thing and holding onto it no matter what that when you see something you desire you hold on and grab what you have even more tightly and drive your nails into the skin. #RANDOM

nvm. good night babes.

i niether have sleep nor anything to do.