Scribe your soul out

everything is condition, i do think it’s habit, i do think i have control, i just lost the instructions along the way so i started writing it as the way everything was. i can’t change the size of my fingers but i can change the grip it has, the tightness it holds over my throat. i can’t stop the inevitable thoughts about death, but i can start to live as a dying one what does that even mean? living as if you will die tomorrow has been converted into survival, because i might perish the next day. i endure so i can rest the next day, i go so i can stop, i carry so it can evaporate. maybe that’s all it is motion as a way to loosen what feels fixed. i do think the idea of living like you’re going to die tomorrow and surviving just to die,holds a complicated assumption inside me. it feels like a loop i both resist and maintain like i am both the one tightening and the one trying to breathe through it.

i refuse to lose the much-iness.

okay, i will say it anime is pretty cool ( its my second series and i do get it) but please stop what ever y’all are doing it annoys me idk why. its cool beka no need for anything else.

i was mistaken horton must love me he waited until all my clothes were dry before letting it rain. lovely monday.

a fish?

good morning babes eat poop sleep gebreshen gone!

Metaa😭

Dena sw ale meslegn they are fixing it today😭

and that’s when my blen jokes come in handy. boredom.

i is the sane one.

ebakehn befterek

how it feels asking my brother to do something he’s definitely going to forget anyway. reminding him for the 100th time.

i just don’t want to be gullible.

the more you explore, the more you realize how much you don’t know. but that awareness shouldn’t turn curiosity into a burden, like something you owe the world. i don’t want knowledge to feel like a task or a responsibility. i just want to enjoy it without feeling guilty for not knowing everything.