bullshitting to all

A good cup of coffee could help

i can see most of my moves are being played out in general "best" and some are mistakes and inaccuracy is less. meaning i'm capable of critical thinking again, but i just need to apply it once again. and in a few weeks i'll be ready to play rated games once more

specially with so many variations, ughh. so, that's why I have decided. I'll learn Sicilian theories and revise Catalan once again.

you know what sucks the most? learning theories, when you know no matter the amount of perfection it's not gonna be played out in similar way.

is there anybody who is bad than me?

bro wtf, why are they so fucking accurate

intj : I really wanna do bad things to you entp : really? it's hot like what? intj : breaking your fucking neck

but first, some coffee

the amount of toxin in my body is questionable. enough self-destruct. time to get back at shit

she's me

yeah man

before that we watching star wars universe

wanna watch the vampire diaries with you

THC <<<< Caffeine

I think i will never reconnect with my feelings or understand ‘em

everytime i tried communicating about how i felt, it always turned into an argument

My biggest red flag is that i’ve normalized silent treatment when im not in mood for a talk, i don’t really know how to express my feelings especially when im sad and hurt, i only talk to myself in my head about how i feel all the time.