metanoia

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They’re all gonna watch her disappear into the sun

Okay I watched too many Alaska young edits now I’m really suicidal again

مطمئنم چند روز دیگه این شکلی بگذره خودم رو به عاقبت آلاسکا یانگ دچار می‌کنم

I have like five crashouts everyday, and I don’t know how to deal with it and how to not look like a crazy unstable raging bitch

Idk what I’m doing with my social life, I feel like i hate everyone, I feel like everyone hates me. I am angry at everyone else but I’m also angry at myself for feeling these kinda stuff at this age, I do feel really Abandoned, I know probably someone should take my phone away from me and make me take a social media break thought I was in a big social media break it’s just that seeing people hurts sm and no internet break will fix it rn. I hate all the effort I put for people just to be unappreciated. I know me yapping here and saying shit I have to feel really embarrassed about in good thirty minutes won’t help but I also don’t know what to do. I need someone to tell me exactly what to say to my friends, strangers, relatives, socials; what to think, what to expect. I am good when things are just about myself, I’m doing fine but I guess I can be a lot more sensitive then I like to be. I miss feeling seen.

Should i just read tcoptp instead?

I’m honestly scared to read the rest of crimson rivers, it gave me a reading slump Chat help

Guys I feel like I need to talk to someone rn, if you’re free can you send me a massage:(

I know bitch, she stole my heart💔

Me when people say she’s a thief

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And on number 1, once again Bela Talbot So she kicked Dean and Sam asses many times, is BRITISH✨ is Sexy AF, skilled with guns, iconic plus She made Dean Winchester feel objectified I was still waiting for her to return and I’m so so so unhappy that she’s not in the show anymore

Number 2 we have Ash I mean he is a GENIUS, he has a mullet AND aura That’s all you need to know

On number 3 we have Andy Gallagher This diva uses the superpower he has to get free coffee and a disco ball behind his van He is chill, silly goofy and I miss him

This one is diabolical but on number 4 we have Balthazar My guy is sassy, a bit of a dick but a total mood

Number 5 we have Adam He is angsty, but ✨smoll✨ I’m pretty pissed we didn’t see more of him. (DONT SPOIL ME IF HES GONNA RETURN)

Number 6 we have Gabriel He’s unserious, has a sense of humor and know the party tricks Might be annoying but that’s the point