jinx! i said the same thing

open up the safe, #fairytiktoks got a lot to say 💎

realllllllll

I know I disappear a lot. I don’t text back consistently, and I’m distant. Truth is I’m in the NBA

i swear this is the best music video i’ve seen in years like every time a new mv drops, im literally praying for it to grab my attention into a chokehold bc WHYY is every other mv giving pretty ppl standing around looking hot or depressed for 3 mins straight?? like okay diva, you’re sexy, you’re heartbroken, you’re staring into the void.. and then what?? where is the flavor? BUT THISSS every detail clicks into place like a fucking puzzle designed by god herself. nothing feels like homework. it’s ALLL right there. even the rihanna meme?? the cultural legacy?? the craziest part is that watching this feels like someone cracked open a window in my brain and let sunlight pour directly into my bloodstream. and it’s not just bc she looks like a literal goddess (which she obvi does), but bc this shit is FUNNNNN. like genuinely, deliriously, chemically F U N. THIS is what a music video should fucking DO. god i didn’t even realize how much i missed art like this. art that puts a battery in your back and glitter in ur bloodstream 🧚‍♀️✨🌺🌙🦋 let’s all stream zara larssonnnnn

lemongrass crème brûlée with pineapple sorbet lives in my head rent free 📍Michèle

what to watch on youtube this weekend? ‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡🪻⋆ #jinx_watches 🌟 angels among us 🌟 our first saturday detention 🌟 zara larsson | popcast 🌟 peptides are insane 🌟 a training sesh with zac efron 🌟 he’s having sex on the beat with adéla brew some coffee & enjoy <3

im never deleting this app

life lately

walking into this week like the VS angel you are 🪽🪽🍒

god bless #fairytiktoks 🐝

i love photographing beautiful people (my friends)

here’s your gentle reminder

ON A DATEEEE 📍 House of Jade

GIRLSSS, do we have something like this in saint petersburg?? sort of like an english speaking club with different topics to exploreee 🌟

GATHER ROUND BC THE UNIVERSE JUST DROPPED A SEASON FINALE AND A PILOT EPISODE IN THE SAME DAYYYYY GET. THIS. i called my ex today.

yes, THAT ex. the one whose social media and playlists had me working overtime as a part-time FBI agent, full-time clown, and unpaid analyst for the Department of Delusion. every little thing felt like a subliminal message. every playlist? a potential confession. every song? a breadcrumb. and i genuinely thought i had moved on months ago. BUT THEN I SAW HIM IN SEPTEMBER. and suddenly my brain said, ‘actually, babe, remember that entire emotional graveyard we buried? let’s excavate it. for funsies.’ so today, after one too many episodes of me mentally connecting dots that probably weren't even in the same universe, i finally snapped. i was like: GIRL. ENOUGH. i cannot keep living like a Victorian woman waiting for a letter from a man who doesn't even know she's in the trenches. I NEED TO HEAR THIS PERSON’S VOICE. i needed reality to slap the delusion out of me. i needed confirmation that it was DONE done. no secret door. no hidden meaning. no romantic plot twist waiting around the corner. so i called him. and GIRL. the call did exactly what it needed to do. once again, this person appeared to be not the sharpest tool in the shed. and the RELIEF??? OH MY GOD. it was like my brain finally received the official termination letter from the Department of Hope. the door didn't just close. it got bricked up, painted over, and turned into a fucking wall. BUTTTTTT. just because i finally understood that something was over didn't mean it didn't hurt. hearing him like that felt like grieving someone who had already died once. like I was mourning a person who still exists somewhere on this planet, just not in my life anymore. and that kind of grief is so weird because how do you explain missing someone who's literally alive? how do you mourn a future that never happened? how do you say goodbye to a version of someone who only exists in your memories and in the little universe you built around them? i couldn't even cry. and I WANTED TO SO BADLY. just let it all out, flush the system, and maybe stop buffering for five fucking minutes. but no tears. just me lying in bed, staring at my ceiling like it owed me answers, silently begging the universe to PLEASEEEEE send something my way. anything. a sign. a distraction. a plot twist. a cute dog. a meteor. I'M NOT PICKY. i just needed something to interrupt the loop playing in my head. after that, i called my dad because sometimes you need to talk to someone who loves you unconditionally. and i kept asking him the same question: why the fuck do i care so much about this person??? like, genuinely. WHY? his life is no longer my business. his choices are no longer my business. his playlists, his feelings, his little romantic adventures, his entire cinematic universe??? NONE OF MY BUSINESS. and the worst part is that he's so in love with somebody else at this point that I cannot keep showing up emotionally at a door where someone else's name is already on the mailbox. i have to let him go. not because the love meant nothing, but because it meant something to ME, and i deserve to give that love somewhere it can actually live. after the call, i decided to go for a walk. fresh air. favorite song. a little serotonin. i was walking, listening to my favorite song, and typing the message you see in the screenshot above. AND THEN. I. KID. YOU. NOT. I LOOK UP. AND THERE'S A CUTE GUY WALKING TOWARD ME. i slow down. he slows down. he starts approaching me, and i’m internally praying to every deity, celestial body, and fictional character i’ve ever emotionally attached myself to: PLEASE. PLEASEEEEE. DON'T FUCK THIS UP. THE GIRL IS FRAGILE. THE GIRL IS REBUILDING. HANDLE WITH CARE. AND THEN THIS MAN OPENS HIS MOUTH AND SAYS— ‘i think it's the universe that's making this happen. the stars just aligned for both of us to stop and actually talk. that doesn’t usually happen that easily nowadays. what other stereotype should we break?’

falling asleep is so nice like off i go…

gm bebé

the fact that i was BORN a rider?? 🤩 hear me out: this castle in the first picture is REAL, and it’s located near my hometown. the fact that they travel to SAMARA in the book is mindblowing !!!! because this castle WITH DRAGONS is located between Samara and Togliatti…. so you’re telling me i was basically born in the FOURTH WING universe??? that makes me a rider IMMEDIATELY!!! idc!!! and i survived the Threshing, the Parapet, AND the Gauntlet. now walk me to my dragon and Xaden Riorson 🐉

I JUST MADE MY VERY FIRST TOM YUMMMMM 🍜🍤🍤🍤 sensationalllll

me, you, & #fairytiktoks in bed on a saturday morning? 🤩