اگزیستانسیال

2:17 my sorrow is an ocean, turn away from this.

2:17 my sorrow is an ocean turn away from this

I need to hire a tour guide atp cuz I'm literally lost in this fucking situation that is called life.

god forbid a man who has hobbies. (writing random suicide notes in my notes app and abandoning them forever)

you can never bully me because my brain does it for me 24/7 for free.

I could have been put in my comfort coffin in the underground and rotting in peace, but I'm awake instead and reviewing the dumbass things that I've done in my worthless life.

2:23 prison for the bird. quagmire of my heart, drowning in the dark. give me your hand and show me the way where freedom retains.

1:36 I could say and host can betray. decay, and birds will stay in gate forever.

4:46 pressing on a heart of bone, but even pressure can not break this numbness.

another wasted life is gone. it has nothing to give anymore. pale flesh of this earth, paralyzed. it had nothing to give anymore.

3:16 they tell me to feel, to break and bleed, but the well is dry. a barren promise, not different. it's never different.