اگزیستانسیال

"you shouldn't be here" I know sorry just lost the location of my grave my bad bro.

kissing is overrated, you should stab me 28 times a leave my body to rot to the final stages of decaying.

this mf is a genius.

Ghost in The Machine by Ted Lawson (2014)

1:23 and then I see you again. and I am happy again. now I feel your skin, is soft like silk. only you can calm me, only you can warm me, only you can calm me and make me live forever!

opening up is like talking to a cop, anything you say can and will be used against you.

نمیدونم، ای‌کاش هر کوفتِ زهرماری توی سرم بود به‌جز مغز. به‌جز این مغز. امان از این مغز.

I don't even have a enjoyable life in my scenarios in my head how tf you want me to respond to reality?

you can see me fully smiling at my phone while I'm browsing to find a cute eternal landscape grave in some graveyards of villages of Switzerland.

I genuinely can't take this life of being fully joyful for 10 minutes and fully wanting to collapse to death for almost 2 weeks and 21 hours anymore.

I've always been almost alive, but not quite.

4:44 as you slowly fade away from my sight.

2:39 get up, open your eyes. when all disaster's gone. when they're finally out of your sight, but I'm drowning deeper than the slow-wave sleep.