اگزیستانسیال

yes of course i didn't do so much for my life, but i also didn't deserve it to be like this either.

it makes me feel even worse by accepting the fact that it won't get any better.

2:45 you'll make'em laugh again and again.

2:45 you'll make em laugh again and again.

what a funny face. how long will it take? what a silly way to be.

what a funny face, carry all the weight, tripping over your own feet.

to speak is to risk dying, but to die is to never speak at all.

is it better to speak or to die?

to be yourself is to be the wrong one, because no human self can be their true selves and be the one who's right.

i hate to admit the fact that there is something wrong with me.

it takes so much to be a human being.

in fact i am an outlaw. there's so many rules in this world and i can't keep up with them. it makes me sick.

it feels so wrong to this way, so wrong that it makes me think of being an outlaw.

at the end of the day, i find myself where i kept running from it. again.

3:30 i’ll never be home again.

i’m drowning in the bathtub full of my own regrets, i scrape my skin with thoughts you left behind.