اگزیستانسیال

4:44 as you slowly fade away from my sight.

2:39 get up, open your eyes. when all disaster's gone. when they're finally out of your sight, but I'm drowning deeper than the slow-wave sleep.

there's nothing to care about, just rot beneath the quilt. now, dream away for hours. hide away from here, stay awake and get lost. stay awake in the slow-wave sleep.

you want a labubu for your purse, but I need a lobotomy for my brain. we are NOT the same hoe.

I need a lobotomy SO BAD.

"but life is all game" and since there are so many cheaters in this world, I would rather die and game over then.

there's so many things I didn't deserve them but I got them without trying, and so many things that I deserve and did so many tries to get them, but I didn't.

I don't deserve this brain. it should be on some walls or something.

did you ever stare at your ceiling and wondering how it would look like with some blood on it?

"you're so quiet" thanks! I've already dead.

I've spent my whole life planning my funeral rather than my wedding.

3:18 look what you made me do, get down on my hands and knees for you!

2:27 it's written in the age unseen, we've been here since the beginning. stroke of luck to seal our fate, dying on a sacred bed.

here's what I'm gonna do. get down on my hands and knees for you. you know this is a lie, shot down by arrows above.

oh this isn't love. don't you call it love when you're using me like a drug. drugs, you know what they tend to do to me. if you don't want me, set me free.