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getting worst is also a way of healing in the opposite way since no one can say a shit about you, cuz you're already fucked up.

yes babe i do not have a life to be important for me so instead of paying attention to it, I'd fuck it up until there's nothing I can do about it.

kinda need to go back to when sleeping was a punishment, and staying awake was the most illegal thing I had done in my life.

"you may get what you want, but you will never get what you need this way."

"you may get what you want, but you will never get what you need this way."

it's hard to see someone who enjoys their life while you can barely get out of your bed.

you want to kill yourself without attempting suicide? go outside and see the flow of humans' lives.

I feel so grateful for you that you enjoy this living shit but it doesn't mean that I enjoy it too, so STFU.

sometimes I think that I don't deserve to be alive. it's not in a suicidal way, it's like I just ruined someone else's chance to enjoy this shit that I don't.

3:21 pull the trigger. feel the beauty burst the skull. paint the scene with bloody shade. dance around my corpse and sing with your loudest voice.

I am no longer afraid. I am not coming back. feel free to curse my soul, the struggle was always mine.

I need an apocalypse or some shit like that, I can't stand you guys anymore.

sometimes I wish I was an orphan, so there would be no god damn family meetings.