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i'm in a point in my life that if someone offers me cocaine, i'll do it. in multiple lines. there's nothing to lose atp.

i'm in a point of life that if someone offers me cocaine, i'll do it. in multiple lines. there's nothing to lose atp.

"All roads lead to Rome" well i didn't even enjoyed the ride AND the road anyway, so it doesn't really matter.

i have zero clue about why i still see the sunrise when i died during the night so many times that i lost the counting.

idk about you, but me? still don't know.

it's so humiliating to yearn for something when deep down in your existence roots, you know you don't want it.

despite the fact that i don't want to see another day, i still yearn for a good end where i had everything i wanted, went everywhere i wanted, seen everything, heard everything, and enjoyed everything that i still can't do.

i hope your happy, i hope you'll be happier knowing that i won't bother you.

i hope you're happy, i hope you'll be better off without a new problem.

mutilation doesn't help anymore, it never did anyway. what's the point in trying when the emptiness swallow me whole?

putting all this efforts to see another day of suffering and suffocation. it's bullshit.

2:10 i hate what you are. i'll break you and leave you scarred.

you always wanna steal the light by stepping on the ones who fight for you, it's always gonna be the same.

cause i can't seem to show you what you wanna see, i can never give you anything you need. i'm sick of wasting time on what can never be. i cannot control you into wanting me.