اگزیستانسیال

I would rather look unstable and insane to be myself instead of ending up looking like ppl my age.

I may look insane, but at least I'm free from hoes who think they're the main characters of other people's lives.

a whole different reality is up in my head and I have no desire to try to achieve this fakeass made up reality by others.

there's so many things going on inside my brain, so many things being told, so many ppl have lived and died there and still, I didn't get the permission to get inside of it by myself.

may this summer ends as soon as my life🕯.

I can feel my flesh peeling off from my bones and leaving a deadly stink of my corpse but all that is happening is me sweating a little in the hot weather.

all I can do this summer is to be naked and it's in the hands of others whether to be in my bed or in my grave.

such a shame that one month of summer just passed by but I didn't pass away yet.

this summer feels like everything, in everywhere, and in every timeline possible but the real summer.

I'm not just like you, I'm here to let you know that's it's not just up to you. stop counting the hours that you see. you can't add up the hours.

still dreaming of waking up, and now you're crawling to become the one you've been running from.

I lied about having sex. put your clothes on, we're going to lie down on the floor and imagine our funeral together.

sometimes your room floor is more welcoming to you than other people.

I need my floor time to stay alive and continue the forced living function.