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i am no longer ashamed that i am such an empath. that smts it feels like my heart is too big for this world and i look at life through a naive lense. i have come to realise i cannot fight against my own nature and i am an amazing human but sometimes when i feel at my ultimate low and stuck in a loop hole. i tend to pick on myself, bully myself, i forgot how far u have come from that broken high school girl. i forgot how far ive come from the girl who revolved her whole entire worth on what everyone else thought of her. i forgot how far i have come from the highschool girl who would skip class to go to the bathroom and cry because she didnt want to be alive... i tend to forget the 16 year old version of me, the 17 year old version of me, the 18 year old version of me who put herself through so much destruction, i tend to forget about the nights i would choke on tears at the thought of having to live with a person like myself. i would go to school, thinking im just fine when i was broken inside. i would wake up each day, too fearful to get out of bed because with coming out of bed came the thought of never being good enough. it meant passing by them in the high school hallway, it meant being crushed by the words of a teachers ppl around me it meant holding back tears till i arrived at my bed again that afternoon... i tend to forget about the high school version of me but when i remember her. when i think back i cry and cry because i am thankfully no longer in such a dark place. i am no longer fighting the battle to survive. i cry because i am finally happy to be alive and high school me would be smiling right now if she was to hear this. i still struggle i still am very negative towards myself but this time without or with ppl by my side i know i deserve to feel good i deserve to be happy i deserve to love myself. its not until my first year out of high school i realised the brokenness that lied there and the strength i have in my bones to carry on with myself and even on my worst days i know i will be ok because i have always managed to be ok.
- i am a strong and kind human and I don't think strong people are born strong but the world treats them cruel so they realise they need to show kindness and a little strength.
From my comfort book
#thefeeling | - md
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i am no longer ashamed that i am such an empath. that smts it feels like my heart is too big for this world and i look at life through a naive lense. i have come to realise i cannot fight against my own nature and i am an amazing human but sometimes when i feel at my ultimate low and stuck in a loop hole. i tend to pick on myself, bully myself, i forgot how far u have come from that broken high school girl. i forgot how far ive come from the girl who revolved her whole entire worth on what everyone else thought of her. i forgot how far i have come from the highschool girl who would skip class to go to the bathroom and cry because she didnt want to be alive... i tend to forget the 16 year old version of me, the 17 year old version of me, the 18 year old version of me who put herself through so much destruction, i tend to forget about the nights i would choke on tears at the thought of having to live with a person like myself. i would go to school, thinking im just fine when i was broken inside. i would wake up each day, too fearful to get out of bed because with coming out of bed came the thought of never being good enough. it meant passing by them in the high school hallway, it meant being crushed by the words of a teachers ppl around me it meant holding back tears till i arrived at my bed again that afternoon... i tend to forget about the high school version of me but when i remember her. when i think back i cry and cry because i am thankfully no longer in such a dark place. i am no longer fighting the battle to survive. i cry because i am finally happy to be alive and high school me would be smiling right now if she was to hear this. i still struggle i still am very negative towards myself but this time without or with ppl by my side i know i deserve to feel good i deserve to be happy i deserve to love myself. its not until my first year out of high school i realised the brokenness that lied there and the strength i have in my bones to carry on with myself and even on my worst days i know i will be ok because i have always managed to be ok.
- i am a strong and kind human and I don't think strong people are born strong but the world treats them cruel so they realise they need to show kindness and a little strength.
From my comfort book
#thefeeling | - md
