Careless observer

Don’t overestimate people.

It is always ‘bitter truth>sweet lie’ for me.

We plan a lot of things, but in the end, life follows the script written by God.

Imperfections are the ones that makes you who you are. If everyone was the same, we would lost the sense of identity.

Sarguzasht istar bu ko’ngil.

My life before: Plans, strict schedules, responsibilities, harsh judgements for myself, in a nutshell, not listening to what my heart whispers. My life now: Spontaneous decisions, risk, freedom, dedicating time for myself and family, not caring a lot about the tomorrow, living in presence.

Thank God for everything. Thank God that I was born human, not an animal or plant. Thank God that you gave me healthy legs so that I can do my number one favorite activity which is going for walks. Thank God that you gave me healthy eyes to notice how beatiful the world is. Thank God that you gave me healthy hands to be able to do what I love. Thank God that you gave humans a mind to think and explore our ideas. Thank God that I was born a girl and made women free of a lot of harsh responsibilities.

Orzularing o’zingnikimi, Boshqalardan ko’chirmadingmi, Kimlargadir o’xshayman deb Ichingdagi olovni o’chirmadingmi?!

No school, no university, no job, just ‘bilq-bilq’.

Aquarium date.

Live the way you want to live. You don’t always have to fit into society’s mold and live like everyone else! Living according to society’s expectations often ends in dissatisfaction with your own life. Whether you get married at 18 or 28, what matters is that you’re happy. Whether you spend four years at university or don’t go at all, what matters is having a skill you can put to use. You don’t necessarily need to own a house or a car by the age of 30, especially if those things aren’t your source of happiness. Whether you’re a girl or a boy, laughing and crying are both completely normal. If I were to list all these things, the list would go on forever. Fine, society wants all these things from you. But what do you want for yourself? This important question is so often left unanswered. People don’t live in your life yet they somehow have courage to judge your actions. Do not let them make you small. Protect your FREEDOM!

Peshonaga yozilgan rizqdan kamini ham, ortig’ini ham olmaysiz.

You & me. Beautiful view. Some snacks. And yapping.

We want to be lost sometimes, but what we really want deep in our hearts is to be found by someone.

You better lock your phone and look at me when you are alone…

Allah’s plans are always better than ours.

First respect and then love.

Do not be so harsh on yourself. I understand it is not easy to just live in this capitalist era. But you are also just a human being trying to figure something out. Take a moment to breath and slow down. Don’t let yourself watch the years fly in front of your eyes. Remember, your job will replace you just in a few days after your death. Your friends will probably forget and your plans will stay unaccomplished. Maybe even bitter one is your life partner might get married again and continue their life with someone. What I mean is nothing can compensate the feeling of emptiness when you are just taking your final breath in this world… Make sure what you are obsessed with now is the fulfillment in the end. Regret in the end is more painful than any other feeling. Will you die with smile is what matters most. The question comes ‘Are you doing what you really want to do or are you doing what this society wants you to do?’ Think about it. Don’t forget your death will come on ordinary day, in the middle of unfinished plans, and the world will still go on without you.

Strong reminder. You never have to be perfect to be loved.