self-reflection 🕊

Assalamualaikum everyone, I humbly would like to ask for your prayers for my beloved Aunty who is undergoing surgery in a few hours! Her name goes by Nuzi Binte Haji Hussien, I hope that we can all pray for success and speedy surgery, may Allah grant her syifaa’ & strength in overcoming this challenge. Allahumma baarik ❤️

Ya Allah, jika namaku tercatat sebagai orang yang lalai, Kau tulislah aku sebagai hamba yang Engkau ampuni. Jika aku jauh dari-Mu, dekatkanlah aku dengan rahmat-Mu. Ya Allah,ampunkan dosa-dosaku yang aku sedari dan tidak aku sedari, dosa yang lalu, yang tersembunyi dan yang nyata. Bersihkan hatiku daripada dengki, dendam dan kebencian. Ya Allah, sampaikanlah aku ke bulan Ramadan, dalam keadaan iman yang kuat, hati yang bersih, dan tubuh yang mampu beribadah. Jadikan aku hamba yang Engkau redhai, bukan sekadar hidup, tetapi hidup yang Engkau berkati. Allahumma sallimna ila Ramadan, wa sallim Ramadan lana, wa tasallamhu minna ya Rabbal ‘alamin.

malam mustajab doa!

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSab279mD tomorrow’s night! in sya allah 😆

A soft heart is a sign of Allah’s mercy. In a world that teaches us to toughen up, Islam reminds us that gentleness is strength. The Prophet ﷺ said that every gentle, soft-hearted, and kind person is protected from the Fire, what an honour for those who choose compassion over harshness. Dont see it as a weakness. See it as a gift. Ask Allah to keep your heart soft in remembrance, patient in hardship, and kind to others, because hearts that soften for Allah are the ones closest to Him. 🍃

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSaqcLpyx assalamualeykum wrmth wbrkth! in sya allah, tomorrow’s night, 2nd Feb 2026, would be the night of Nisfu Sya’ban! there are so many deeds that we can do on this special day, one of them would be to sawm, or fast for the day. in sya allah, let’s all together fast, on this special day! ps: we can also fastt tmr! ayyamul bidh. 🤍

For those who have visited Umrah, you may have come across Ta'if, and perhaps felt its lessons. But for those who have yet to go, let me share a reminder from this place of nearness. Ta’if was not a place of acceptance for Nabi ﷺ. When he ﷺ went to invite the people of Ta’if to Islam, he was rejected, mocked, and even physically hurt. Stones were thrown at him, and he was forced to leave wounded and in pain. Yet, in that moment of hardship, Allah drew closer to him and in that closeness, we can learn that true healing comes from Him alone. Ta’if reminds me that even the softest hearts will be tested, and sincere intentions may still be met with rejection. Being hurt does not mean we are weak, and being misunderstood does not mean we are wrong. Sometimes Allah allows pain to touch our hearts so that we no longer lean on people, but learn to rest fully in Him. In moments when we cry quietly, when we give our best yet feel unseen, Ta’if reminds us that Allah sees us. When support disappears and doors close, Allah opens something far greater nearness to Him. And that nearness may be silent and unseen by others, but it is deep, healing, and honouring. What feels like loss may actually be Allah drawing us closer, protecting our hearts, and shaping a gentler strength within us the strength that comes from trusting Him completely. 🤍

i am truly beyond grateful for my umi, a woman whose love is woven into the quiet moments no one sees. she wakes before the sun rises, preparing her children for school, ensuring her husband is ready for work & rushing to prepare bekal with hands that never seem to rest. her mornings begin with service, with do’a, with love. & here i am, at this age, still waking up to eat her food. still receiving a kind of mercy i can never repay. this is a nikmah from Allah, to have a mother who, even after a long & tiring day, finds the strength to cook for me, to worry about me, to care for me as though i am still small. how many blessings do we overlook because they feel familiar? yet Allah reminds us: “And whatever you have of blessing, it is from Allah.” (Surah An Nahl 16:53) my umi’s tiredness does not stop her love. her exhaustion does not silence her care. & i realise more & more that a mother’s service is not ordinary, it is worship. The Prophet ﷺ said: “Paradise lies beneath the feet of mothers.” every meal she prepares, every early morning she endures, every ache she ignores, Allah sees it all. & i, as her child, can never truly repay her. the Prophet saw once said that even if a child were to carry their mother on their back for Hajj, it would not repay a single contraction she endured during childbirth. this makes me pause. makes me softer. makes me want to say Alhamdulillah more often, not only with my tongue, but with my actions. to serve her as she has served me. To make do’a for her when words fall short. Allah teaches us how to speak to Him about our parents: “And say, ‘My Lord, have mercy upon them as they raised me when i was small.’” (Surah Al Isra 17:24) Ya Allah, bless my umi with health, with ease, with light in her heart & peace in her days. reward her for every unseen sacrifice & every quiet act of love. & allow me to never take her presence for granted, for having a mother like her is one of the greatest gifts You have given me. Alhamdulillah ❤

خِيَارُكُمْ أَحْسَنُكُمْ أَخْلَاقًا “The best among you are those who have the best manners and character.” — Sahih al-Bukhari, Hadith 6029 •• Being “the best” in Islam is not about how loud our knowledge is, how long our worship appears, or how religious we look. It is about how gentle we are when we are angry, how patient we are when tested, and how kind we are when no one is watching. True character is what speaks when the tongue is silent — and that is what Allah loves most.

Do not worship Allah so that He may give you what you desire. Worship Him so that He is pleased with you. For when Allah is pleased with a servant, His gifts arrive in ways the heart never imagined & the mind could never plan. True worship is not a transaction. It is not standing in prayer only when we need something, nor turning to Him only when the weight of life becomes heavy. True worship is surrender & choosing Allah even when the hands feel empty, even when the answer is delayed, even when the path is unclear. When we worship Allah for His pleasure, our hearts slowly detach from expectations. We learn to trust His timing, His wisdom, & His choices. What He gives may not always come in the form we asked for, but it will always come in the form we need. Sometimes His gift is relief. Sometimes it is patience. Sometimes it is protection from something we never realised would harm us. Allah’s pleasure transforms everything. It turns hardship into purification, delay into mercy & loss into closeness. And when that closeness settles in the heart, the dunya no longer feels like the ultimate goal, because the soul has tasted something far greater. So seek Allah’s pleasure above all else. Align your worship with sincerity, humility, and love. Because when Allah is pleased with you, He opens doors you never knocked on, writes blessings you never asked for & fills your life with a goodness so vast that you will stand in awe of His generosity. And in that moment, you will realise, the greatest gift was never what you received, it was Who you were seeking all along.

••• masya allah, subhanallah, a video that i have been longing to do, alhamdulillah, i have been doing it for a long time & rezeki tk pernah putus! a really really really mind opening deed, let’s not forget to do it everytime we pray oki! ❤️

Rajab Has Passed, Sha‘ban Is Here, and Ramadan Is Not Far Away… What should we do in the month of Sha‘ban? 1) Increase Sunnah Fasting Aishah (رضي الله عنها) said: “The month that the Messenger of Allah ﷺ loved most for fasting was Sha‘ban, and he would continue fasting it into Ramadan.” (HR. Al-Bukhari no. 1969) 2) Increase Righteous Deeds This is because in the month of Sha‘ban, the deeds of all people are raised to Allah. So increase acts of worship such as prayer, reading the Qur’an, charity, dhikr, and other good deeds. 3) An Opportunity to Make Up Missed Ramadan Fasts For those who still have fasting debts from previous Ramadans, Sha‘ban is the time to complete them. 4) Focus on acts of worship that are clearly taught by the Prophet ﷺ, such as fasting, prayer, reading the Qur’an, dhikr, charity, and sincere du‘a, while seeking knowledge with wisdom and gentleness. 5) Prepare Yourself to Welcome Ramadan Learn the fiqh of Ramadan, increase repentance, and strengthen your good deeds. May Allah allow us to reach Ramadan in a state of readiness and sincerity. 🤲✨