silence.

i thought i was your best friend , and I guess after you left i realized that i was the only one fighting for this friendship , i would do anything for you and you let me think you would too , because the truth is that you were my best friend but i wasn't yours

i've forgotten how heartbreak feels like and i guess its a good thing but somehow i miss the dying , i miss the hurt , i used to pine after him , never know what tired feels like , i used to love him like a curse , but now i feel empty , i've stop loving him and somehow heartbreak feels better

melupakan emang ga mudah. makanya jangan jatuh cinta :D

missing your past doesn't really mean you want them back. you just love to remember the version of you when you're with them even though it hurts but it's still doesn't change the fact that you were once happy with them. it's just that everyone has their own time and moment, and theirs ended.

bahkan kamu ngilang aku aja ga caper ke orang lain .

being an overthinker never been easy. you'll always have an advance thought on mostly everything.

drunk text actually hurts. wish you were sober :)

why am only pretty in the pictures i take ? why do people keep saying that i look different in instagram stories than i do face to face ? why am i ugly in those pictures that are not taken by me but if i take it i look just fine ? why do i care about being pretty cuz i told others that it doesn't matter if we're not born to be pretty ? but somehow i feel it doesn't matter for everyone but me . maybe it's because i want boys to like me but i don't want them to like me cuz its embarrassing to show people that we're together and maybe i'm afraid of his friends telling him that he deserves someone better , someone prettier than me .

some people don't deserve explanation especially when they already had their own mindset about you.