Arcturus
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01 i don’t need to provide amusement or enjoyment. I don’t need to receive any amusement or enjoyment. I’m completely fine with that. Because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. It’s just a complete waste of time | 40 | 0 | Loading... |
02 Media files | 65 | 0 | Loading... |
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06 i swing between empathy and anger.
empathy because i know they're in pain.
anger because i'm in pain too,
but i never use it as an excuse to hurt others. | 117 | 2 | Loading... |
07 forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright. | 93 | 7 | Loading... |
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09 need a cat | 97 | 1 | Loading... |
10 I remember my childhood as a long wish to be elsewhere. | 120 | 3 | Loading... |
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12 sunlight >>> | 128 | 0 | Loading... |
13 who will dry your eyes when it falls apart? | 126 | 2 | Loading... |
14 to put on
your best outfit
and feel
like you're dressing
a wound. | 132 | 1 | Loading... |
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16 you wouldn't have learnt how to ride a bike if someone u trusted hadn't let u go | 128 | 4 | Loading... |
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19 had the best bd ever. I'm so grateful to my friends n fam for making it so special :(💕 | 33 | 0 | Loading... |
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21 wtf is a career I want to jump into freshly-formed puddles | 143 | 1 | Loading... |
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23 I feel like I'm always running to catch a train, but I never quite make it. | 145 | 5 | Loading... |
24 "You don't tell people you're not okay," she said. "because it's hard watching them not know what to do."
Then you end up comforting them, even though the one who needed comforting was you. | 144 | 2 | Loading... |
25 Yes,
you will rise from the ashes, but the burning comes first.
For this part, darling,
you must be brave. | 137 | 2 | Loading... |
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29 My current silence interests only me. It touches too many parts of my personal life for me to explain it to you. | 126 | 2 | Loading... |
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31 A lot of people tell me I'm a bit dreamy. But I like the idea of that. Of being somewhere else. | 198 | 7 | Loading... |
32 Oh the power of freshly washed hair | 201 | 3 | Loading... |
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34 Pouring your heart into your art and sharing it with others; how terrifying, how beautiful. It’s like saying, ‘Look at all these scraps and whispers of my soul. Do you understand me a little? Do you feel it too?’ | 199 | 5 | Loading... |
35 I'm not too gone to be healed, am I? I'm not too gone am I? | 196 | 2 | Loading... |
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38 I want to explain how exhausted I am. Even in my dreams. How I wake up tired. How I'm being drowned by some kind of black wave. | 197 | 1 | Loading... |
39 the sun is on my back. i smile because i thought i would be cold forever | 182 | 1 | Loading... |
i don’t need to provide amusement or enjoyment. I don’t need to receive any amusement or enjoyment. I’m completely fine with that. Because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. It’s just a complete waste of time
i swing between empathy and anger.
empathy because i know they're in pain.
anger because i'm in pain too,
but i never use it as an excuse to hurt others.
forgive yourself. forgive yourself for all the versions you couldn't become. forgive yourself for the wrong things you said. forgive yourself for not knowing any better at certain point of your life. for fucking things up so much that the grief still haunts you. forgive yourself for the darker and shadowed parts of you. you have to learn to integrate all parts of you, even the ones you desperately want to disown. it'll be alright.
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