Piledriver Waltz

1 billion years from now the earth will burn and everything will end, 2 billion years later the world will no longer be some blue dot in a sky littered full of them but will resemble the kind of desert wasteland you expect to meet your end in. Another billion years later the sun will become a red giant, similar to the red sun Rao that was Krypton's light before becoming a white dwarf star that illuminates the sky for but a moment before it all dissipates to nothing. Years later galaxies will collide and new stars will be born, probably from the very atoms that hold you and me together. We are so very small in the grand scheme of things we matter about as much as the grain of sand stuck on your shoe, and we have so little time. I don't want to waste life wondering about what ifs and the noise that consumes this world that says we cant be who we want to be. I want to kiss you. I want to drown in your moonlit drip and want to fall asleep listening to the sound of your breath as you call me your own in your dreams. Nourish my soul with your subtle touch and make worlds out of me with the strength of your desires. We are mayflys, we exist for a speck and are gone in the next, we are small and we dont matter but you are enough to fill a lifetime and we are enough to fill the void in the cosmos. Spread me across this land like a dandelion so I can touch everything before its gone. Lay me in your arms so I can hold everything before its gone. I want to live for you. I don't have enough words and no amount of letters, words, numbers, or drawings will ever amount to that warm tingling feeling I get every time you're with me, but all I have are words and you that always reminds me of looking into the ocean and the point in which the water and the sky meet and something so much bigger than myself consumes me. Nothing else seems to matter when im with you, and the softness of the electricity grazes mine, nothing else seems to matter.

You made a room for yourself in my heart since the first you stole it and I stuttered mid-speech as you took all of my oxygen when you asked me to be your girl with heart-stopping reverence. Done not to punctuate a statement, not as a public announcement, but as a casual and second nature display of affection, just because there was a thrum beneath your bones telling you it was the right thing to do at that very moment, so damn domestic that my heart struggled with the way you loved me so dearly. You branded my heart with gentle caution and single-minded focus brought on by devotion as if I were someone worth treasuring. I have to live for 19 years before I can finally understand what it feels like to truly love someone, someone I can be around and want to be around at all possible moments, someone I would do anything for. The leaping in my chest, the days without sleep and waiting by the phone, the days with sleep and waking up to your hello, the best and the worst, when we open up and close off, when we yell and when we sing, listening to silence as we both doing absolutely nothing and everything. Telling you that you're perfect, loving you, being your best friend, having you listen to me and my endless chatter, you accept me and my adoration, laughing at and with you, doing all the things you want to do, craving you, wanting you, having you.

I love you, ∞

/lpr

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Has it ever occurred to you that celebrating a birthday is like flicking through a photo album? It is a day for recollecting everything from childhood to old friends, or that time when you cant stop nervously sweating as you wait for the date to change to your birthday and shared occasions. Tonight one of the photos in that album of memories is a birthday photo, we are celebrating yours, for exact. Once again that happy day comes along which bids me count the blessings God's given, clouds over the night sky concealing the mid-noon sun as my heart find expression in my hopes for you and my praises will rise towards heaven. Work it in gold and silver grapes in leaves and silver fleurs-de-lys because the birthday of your life comes. You're everyone's guiding star and you merit more than most, best wishes and a happy birthday only for you, B.

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