Our Side of the Story

You know why I bring up insecurities and bullying so many times? It's because once you start saying rude and negative things to someone and it starts getting into their head, they lose their self confidence or parts of it. And eventually, even if you stop saying things to them, their own mind continues doing it to itself. They become abusive and negative towards themselves. That's how self-hate becomes a result of other people's actions. But this cycle doesn't have to go on. Make someone feel good today. Watch your words. And as people say, 'Say what you mean but don't be mean about it.' 😊 @thesunandherflowerss #Goodmorning

Good Job on surviving today😊 Have faith in you and that you'll make it through. Find the hope within you! Sleep well💜

Hope🌥 If you're living you would know what hope is like. And by living I mean fighting your way through life and trying to give your existence a purpose. And if you're not living then you wouldn't know what hope is like because the darkness you see ahead took it away from you. Hope isn't something that is given to you at some point of life but you're born with it. Because that's probably the only thing that can keep you intact. Everything around us fades away but hope no because it's within. If you put your hope in people, money, power or whatever it will fade when they fade too! Hope is within. It's all you got but you still long for it! #PerceptionMondays @OurSideOfTheStory

Let's put an end to our literature night here. I told you guys to be real and I felt like I wasn't being one, always motivated you and told you to keep on fighting. I'm not stopping any of that but there's the darker side of life too and I'll be sharing that as well because everyone of you can relate. Hope you're okay and if you're not it's alright😊 Let's talk about it @DebbieTesfaye

Hidden war I'm fighting a battle No one else can see It's not against someone else But rather The demons inside of me It's been going on for years now And I'm slowly losing this fight No matter how late I stay up at night I try my best to be strong To fight my inner battles And still pretend nothing's wrong But everyday is a little harder I'm tired of waking up Because the nightmare never ends And the voices never stop My heart is getting tired From beating all the time It can't compete With my restless mind I try to numb the pain By cutting up my thighs But it's a habit I can't quit I finally have realized But with a hidden battle I end up all alone But it's better this way Cause no one stays anyways Nobody to call home Alex Bayes🖤

I CHOOSE SILENCE🥀 I just wanted an ordinary life not for wealth not for fame just to live silently without being noticed just like i got here I want to live like that...I didn't ask for much did I?...I just wanted to live quietly. I was passing through the locker room going to home but they see me and say "look who is passing" "just take off ur mask creep" " die please! ohh you are afraid right? Like u have something to lose" I just pass holding my tears I never laid my hands or my words on them did I?...they just hate me for being normal. they say silence is violence...I just pass them and reach home...my mom waiting smiling in the living room asking me how my day was and about my friends as if I have any. I just put my fake smile and lie to her face..."it was great mama and my friends are awesome too" It hurts so bad I see nothing but yeah I choose silence because it's silence🥀 BG🖤 @Elpanorama

I CHOOSE OBLIVION🥀 As I walk down the path of life with my own bubble engulfing me, my own walls protecting me from the strangers outside, wearing my beautiful yet pained fake smile to keep the hunters of pure heart away and putting on thousands of blank expressions so their cold words won't get to my skin...I hear them whispering "dramatic queen" "Just look at her pathetic" "Who does she think she is" I wanted to bark, scream and murder the brutality out of them...but then I don't see myself having the energy or the time to waste. I move on, I don't pick up my pace nor do I lessen it...I just walk like I heard nothing...like I saw nothing because oblivion is so much better than being trapped in the judgements and painful words of those fools! D💜 @Elpanorama

I can relate to both who voted "same old" and "busy" as confusing as it sounds. Spilling out how my days were isn't necessary, let me just tell the one thing that I understood. 🥀BEING REAL🥀 We often pass through situations where we find ourselves striving to be seen as perfect in the eyes of others which is completely wrong. If you're not feeling okay then don't feel okay. If you don't want to talk to someone then don't talk to them (don't pretend you want to). If you have something you hate about someone close to you then say it (don't pretend as if you're okay with it) Not for the sake of others but for you! Be real and deal with whatever the consequences are. Note: You don't have to prove anything to anyone!

Thursday down, yay to whoever survived out there😊 You can survive the rest of your given days too just fight a little more harder okay?! G'night and sleep well💜