Ali Zeck

There’s a level of programming inside of toxic family systems and society that teaches you to stay in denial of the issues and dysfunction so that the system can keep operating as is. ⁣ ⁣ It does not like to be discussed. ⁣ ⁣ It does not like to be challenged. ⁣ ⁣ And it will rage or fall into victim mode if you even peep of a challenge to its narrative and you will be thrown under the bus in trying to point out the elephant in the room. ⁣ ⁣ The best chance you have in winning here is to simply walk away, because once you exit the system and commence your own healing, you get out of survival and into creation, which is why we are here. ⁣ ⁣ The only winning move is to not play.

There have been entire systems put into place in order to wage war INSIDE the human mind so that external control can be taken of an individual. MK Ultra and Tavistock Institute are just two of the proven to exist, out in the open methods used to control people’s minds. ⁣ ⁣ Your greatest enemy is your emotional thinking, and believing that just because YOU wouldn’t do such horrific and covertly evil things, that there are others out in the world who wouldn’t either. ⁣ ⁣ They will and they do.

There can be no movement forward in human evolution, until people understand the preponderance of programming and mind control bring used against all of us from the moment we are born. ⁣ ⁣ You may think you are exercising “free will,” but chances are your brain has been wired to “choose” a programmed thought or behavior. ⁣ ⁣ You must acknowledge the evil in the world before you can do anything to get yourself out of its snares.

Once you see it, you can’t unsee it. Your best move is to continue to detach from the illusion they are using to try and control you. It’s spiritual warfare. 🎯

Notice a patten here?

Newsflash: Evil is conspiring to do horrible things against humanity. You either see this, you’re waking up to it or you’re totally in denial using all means possible to stay asleep.

Anybody else thought about this? Maybe it’s a bit of both.

Humans pay a very heavy price for living in a lie because you must betray yourself and your highest order to live in it. ⁣ ⁣ But in order to get to the Truth, you have to go through pain, the peeling back and separation and acceptance of what they believed to be true, and most aren’t willing to do that. ⁣ ⁣ So they settle for the lie. ⁣ ⁣ And eventually, the lie becomes the truth to them.

Get out of your head and into your body. ⁣ ⁣ Get out of your mind and into your heart. ⁣ ⁣ Get out of your ⁣ ⁣ Until you heal your traumas, they will trump all logic, all relationships and all your creativity, because when you are still cycling through trauma, you’re in survival, like an animal just surviving. As you heal you move through from survival into creation. ⁣ ⁣ Have you ever really asked yourself why you’re here? What’s your purpose? ⁣ ⁣ You’re worth much more than you’ve been led to believe.

I do not consent and I stake my life on living in the Truth, and in 2030 I’ll sure as shit own my consciousness. LFG.

My psychiatrist looked over his glasses at me. I had just spent 18 days in a psych ward, where I had tried to hang myself by ripping up my bedsheets and making a rope by tying them together. This same doctor had diagnosed me as bipolar six months earlier when I presented to the ER in full blown benzo withdrawal but he actually used my withdrawal symptoms, which can cause cardiac arrest to diagnose me as bipolar and put me onto six new drugs at once. ⁣ ⁣ If I didn’t die from the Benzo withdrawal, I was certainly going to die from the new cocktail, which had sent me over the edge again and resulted in the last hospitalization where I attempted suicide. ⁣ ⁣ He clasped his hands behind his head in a sign of exasperation. ⁣ ⁣ “I don’t know what to do with you Ali. These drugs work for everyone else. I think your only option at this point is to schedule ECT sessions.” (Electroconvulsive therapy or shock therapy). ⁣ ⁣ I let him schedule that appointment and luckily I never made it there.⁣ ⁣ Two months later I wouid sit down for my first appointment with @kellybroganmd in NYC and she would guide me on my ultimate path to healing and away from such a brutal and unforgiving system of pharma and decades of gaslighting and polydrugging. ⁣ ⁣ The darkness is real. ⁣ The invalidation of symptoms is real. ⁣ The abandonment by people and professionals you trusted is real when you get worse from their treatment. ⁣ ⁣ Who will be here for all of these people? ⁣ Who will die and be buried with the lie that something was wrong with them when it was really the system that corroded their minds and the drugs that poisoned their bodies? . ⁣ ⁣

Enough with this Christian doctrine that overrides humanity,

There’s nuance here, and there are some relationships that can tread water through some of the upheaval in the world. This relationship was not one of them, because it involved patterns I’d failed to recognize early on, where passive aggressive comments were made, laughing at me for all the different modalities I was trying to come off of psych drugs and heal myself, asking me what new “kick” I was on that week and lots of alcohol use. These were the sone of the same type of subconscious dynamics that attracted me to my ex—lots of put downs, passive aggressiveness and subconscious woundings in childhood that both of us had. ⁣ ⁣ This person was also a very helpful and supportive person for me over the years, like really, really supportive, but I had to gage that with the level of denial they were in and then when the dismissiveness of my breast implant illness was shown by her getting them herself and totally ignoring the dots I was connecting, I began to take pause. But when she started attacking me and shaming me for what I was writing about on social media I did a full INFJ door slam and just walked away. I didn’t get into reasons, I didn’t argue or even yey to state my case or my arguments. I just walked and blacked them. I said goodbye in this lifetime and sent her prayers. ⁣ I’ll admit I perhaps could have done it with more compassion, maybe an exit interview to explain my reasons, but I do know they would have fallen on deaf ears, so I didn’t and I understand why I didn’t even try. ⁣ ⁣ I have decided since then that I have to gage the level of delusion someone is in and whether I can support that as a friend without harming myself and being pulled into their delusions.

What many fail to realize is that this agenda, this totalitarianism is not defined to one government or to one geographical region. It seeks to encompass the entire world and cripple all regions into one easily controlled group of humans. ⁣ ⁣ When you sit quietly and watch as they come for others you fail to realize that eventually they will come for you too. ⁣ ⁣ Speak up and keep speaking up to shake the cage of collective denial and assert your boundaries that you refuse to consent to any of this.

We have no idea the scope and the depth of the lies, brainwashing and disease caused by Big Pharma and Rockefeller medicine.

It is coming up on eight years since I left the mental health system and came off of the psych drugs I’d been on for decades. I’ve acquired multiple suicide attempts and psych hospitalizations, lined up like chattel to go to a window to be handed my deliverance from my madness. Drugs I believed that I needed. Drugs I was told by professionals that I would need for the rest of my life. Drugs that my uber religious therapist, who knew I’d been physically abused and cheated on multiple times, drugs she told me to bless every time I took them and thank God for them saving me. It has been a harrowing journey coming off of them—at least three full years of withdrawal symptoms—akathasia, insomnia, zinging and zaps all over my body and my head that felt like someone was shocking me, and the shame I felt and still have to work on for being so “weak” that I thought I needed those drugs. For staying so ling in a marriage and family system where I was scapegoated, blamed for all the faults and problems,, dismissed, yelled at, my feelings and grievances were minimized. Once in discussion with my MIL, my heart was broken after another infidelity and crying to her over the phone about it, she screamed back at me, “Oh Ali, you always have a f*cking problem!” Yes I did. I just didn’t know it yet and thought I was the only problem, the black sheep that needed to carry the tar and feathers for the system’s dysfunction and abuse. Because if i was at fault, i could fix it. If I wasn’t at fault, I’d need to get away and my mind and heart weren’t ready to go there yet. I needed to die some more. To go crazier first. While men are also victims of this type of abuse, it’s far more prevalent for women to be. How many women, daughters and mothers have been diagnosed as crazy or unstable when they were actually showing systems in reaction to the abuse they were enduring? Necessary symptoms telling them, warning them to get away to safety? But society doesn’t like strong women, it doesn’t know what to do with them, so its answer is to label you crazy and then drug you out of your consciousness so you start cannibalizing yourself. Women die from this type of abuse, either at the hands of their abusers or at their own hands, trying to end the madness. This stuff needs to be called out because the new world we’re creating will not hold a place for this type of abuse.