apocalyptic crush

hi gonna watch loki

please do not spoil loki because i’m about to go out for awhile buat ambil documents

i’m not gonna publish a long letter here because people love private sharing personal stuffs, but i remember the day it happened. i remember crying on my dad’s shoulder and my parents saying that it’ll be okay. i remember losing interest in anything, crying nonstop for months, and took a break from the world, including the virtual world. i remember grieving for you, i remember watching descendants 3 while holding back my tears, i remember crying for hours last year on the day of your first death anniversary. but most importantly, i remember how you inspired me, how you taught me to be a better person for myself, how to dealt with life. you taught me so much, i watched you grew up right in front of me, funny because i’m four years younger than you. you were my inspiration, you are who i aspire to be, talented, humble, kind, and generous. you were my childhood crush and my hero, you were my everything. no, you ARE my everything. i will never forget you, until the day i die, i will always remember july 7th. i hope you don’t feel any pain up there, i hope you’re happy. we all miss you so much, fly high buddy 🤍

will forever be missed, fly high hero. ily 🤍

two pretty best friends in a room