sleepless night

you didn't do this , just me in the music spinning evermore the price of a cynic is joy for just a minute nothing to live for i wait for the tears when you smile search for the lies out your teeth

i wanna feel guilty i wanna feel that it's wrong i wanna know peace again wanna be singing a different song it's only a question if somebody brings it up so , i'm pushing it down and praying

in english , we say "you didn't fight for me" in poetry , we say "i was worth a war , and you chose silence"

so im patient you're learning pretend it's not hurting cause they say it's a virtue to not let good love slip away so im cool and forgiving i'll take what you're giving but nothing's quite enough when i know that to get it i begged yeah to get it i begged

in english , we say "i overthink" in poetry , we say "i replay your words a thousand times searching for a meaning you never meant"

To be كرنج is to be فري

وين المخرجين خلي يجوون يسوون فلم على الاكشن الي ديصير بحياتي

and if you ever find someone who could write a better song for you well , i'd love to see them try put it all in words and sing it all in tune there's no one else who could the only one is you and if you change your mind i will understand and it'll just take time to go back to being friends and love is a kaleidoscope how it works , i'll never know and even all the change it's somehow all the same turning to the left and right colors shining in your eye and even upside down it's beautiful somehow every color of the rainbow don't be afraid to hold it close it's never just a shape alone love is a kaleidoscope

her hair her style but i fell in love with her gap tooth smile

ربي انا عبدك النادم

all that i did to try to undo it all of my pain and all your excuses I WAS A KID BUT I WASN'T CLUELESS (someone who loves you wouldn't do this) all of my past , i tried to erase it but now i see, would i even change it? might share a face and share a last name but we are not the same