Haunted by lipgloss

So I'm patient you're learning pretend it's not hurting oh woah Cause they say it's a virtue to not let good love slip away So I'm cool and forgiving I'll take what you're giving oh woah But nothing's quite enough when I know to get it I begged

Me this whole time

What if I just wanted to be burnt Cause its better than to be wise To be made to be ashamed What if I just wanted to be forced More likely to be lost - than to be seen What if I just wanted to be betrayed Cause I wandered aimlessly And the wind brought me home Not the home that I wanted Not quite the place I wanted to be defined by But when you have no other place to wander What do you expect from the wind? How should he know how to lose you To Betray you He can only be To cry for you And to shatter you into one million pieces Cause you're too hopeless about not being able to be hopeless Cause you just wanted to be lost Nowhere to be found Somewhere to be paused Nowhere to be healed Somewhere to be rhymed Nowhere to be saved Somewhere to be safe Wonder about the world Risking to be dead What if I just wanted to be hurt Not to be heard But to be dreamed Not to be crashed But to just be Just to be defined by the things that I wanted Not the things that I resisted To be a part of Not the country that I no longer belong But the things that may be beloved To be loved, to be seen, to be spoken Not with the language that I read But with the script that I write To be defined Not with the things that I'm forced to listen to But with the things that I choose to listen to To be listened Without making a sound Without being forced to speak With a forced language Under a forced flag Defined by a forced nationality To have someone to listen To your broken soul And to your unspoken words About being listened Dreamed Ashamed Forced Seen Betrayed Wandered Wondered Paused Rhymed Saved Crashed Loved Defined And about being shattered into one million pieces

by aurora

I need your body to stand on your name to define me on top of being a woman I am scared and ethereal and there are seven worlds in my eyes I'm assessing all of them at once one to draw my words from and my muses another one I try and harness late at night that lives somewhere Off of the right of Jupiter And then of course there's this one I live in the land of 1000 fires

Lana del ray

No season will ever compare to them.

exactlyyyyyy

she looks like a PAINting

1 min till bridgerton but I have to go to English class 😭

Time, curious time Gave me no compasses, gave me no signs Were there clues I didn’t see?

I wanna find you In a crowd Just to hide from you