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And to be compassionate is to just understand that you’re not them

There is a thing to be said about harboring grudges and you are responsible for your respective, right? Like there is a degree of choice in everything that you do you are responsible for your thoughts and your thoughts do create a very large amount of your emotions. You cannot control your emotions with your thoughts.

However, your thoughts also do create your emotions. It’s kind of like a weird dichotomy.

Forgiveness is relative to my understanding of a situation, that i can forgive most things if i just understand, truly, truly understand it, get to the very crux of what the fuck went wrong in someone else’s brain or life to make them do that thing to me.

Well, i hate to say these words, okay? But i was wrong. I was wrong. And i based so many off of that assumption that i could just understand and therefore forgive because how can you forgive when you understand? How can you have compassion for someone else and not forgive them? I thought that would make me a bad person. And that is what i want to speak about today. I thought forgiveness is a fucking scam. I think it was created by men for men and mostly i think it that it probably traces back somewhere to Christianity and i think it is an unnecessary and cruel step to include in the general public’s concept of being a good person or a healed person.

@ MADZ

And that is the same perpetual stew that spat out a thought at me last night. Yes, unexpectedly, might i add. And the thought was about forgiveness. Now, i swear to you, one day, one day, i will get to the point in my life where forgiveness isn’t such a pressing issue for me because i will no longer allow freaks into my life. But until that day, i must continue dwelling on how i could ever figure out to forgive people and their the heinous crimes that they commit against me by being mean and stuff. So, i’m here again. I’m thinking about forgiveness. Oh my fucking God, i’m sorry.