Mercy Shares

btw I used to be a regular cs student but I left the university will talk abt it when I feel like I have achieved enough .... now am at ATTC next year I will be second year student and I want to pursue electrical and electronics department.

So I also got an additional five questions in my inbox so let me send my answers before going to bed ..... የያዕቆብ ሌሊት 💜 for my shega pples

A genuine question What do Kenyan brides loook like? .... have u ever told u look like የኬንያ ሙሽራ

oww thanks that means a lot than u imagine it to beee .... amen infinity times

I do have a lot of principles that I try to live by but let me tell you the two of em. I don't wanna be an ignorant to pples who are struggling or pples that are going through the things that I went through and Giving up with out fighting for it .... ya I have break the first principle .... when pples want me to help them but if I realize they didnt give it a try to the thing so I will stawpp helping them when They expect every little thing from me without fighting for it

Not being able to love what my life turns out to be. I think I’m more afraid of reaching the things I thought I wanted and realizing they don’t make me that happy. I fear achieving what I fought for, only to lose the meaning behind it. I fear drifting away from God. Most importantly ሲያልፍልኝ in the futures ያለፍኩበትን እና ትናንቴን እንዳረሳ እፈራለሁኝ።

Honestly, I genuinely have no exact answer to this except maybe leading something someday 😭 ( leader ). Once upon a time, someone stopped me and asked me the same question, and God, my mind went completely blank. But if the question were, “Where do you want to see yourself?”. In the next 5yrs or so I want to see myself as an educated woman. One thing I’ve really understood about myself this year is that I genuinely love learning, and I don't think I want to stop at a bachelor's degree. I want to keep learning, maybe all the way to a PhD, or at least until I get my master's. But in the next four years, I want to see myself working in tech, growing in the field I choose to pursue, and becoming really good at what I do. Idk where I end up with me slacking offff and I am not using my full potential even not a little bit but I know I shouldn't give up.

This is my younger sistah :) .... I promise I will when u stawpp annoying me 😅 .... was gonna post abt her but u know how she is gonna act after that 🤦‍♀️😁

hey stranger:) its okay most of em dont know me🥹 .. yeah I think I might have lost some weight this summer last time I was 54kg but idk how much I weigh now. Why korean its because it seemed easy for self learning and most of the things I consume ( movies, reality shows, series ) are in korean and I really love there cultures especially I love how they bow (it reminds me of habeshan grannies saying hi to each other ) .... this, this are good webs, bunpo app & some YT channels I will drop em in the comment section if its needed .... not duo I stawped using duo after I tried it out to learn spanish & it only helped in voca not in speaking ... 3 fav are when life gives you tangerines, we are all trying here & through the darkness ( last one is abt crime ) ... Ik as a christian what I hated most was that I took the near dejeselams for granted ... senbet tmrt bet ነበር in uni gbi gubae but thinking to learn begena next year if God wills ... Ms.shega? I love that .. I'll try to post more abt tech from now on :)

For database, I'm using books & DataCamp. If you're interested in data-related careers, definitely check out DataCamp. Then after that I plan to learning statistical analysis. and yeah datacamp offer scholarships through their partners, & I'll share if I get one if anyone is interested :)) ... As for the hardest part , I'd say consistency & solo learnin. advice would be .. figure out what makes your heart flutter like a good tech stack that you genuinely enjoy learnin & then find good resources for it. Do project based learning & I'd definitely advise looking for mentors & friends who share the same passion. That way, when you get tired or stuck, you'll have someone to keep u accountable & motivated, & u can do the same for them when they struggle ..... btw am also starting out eshi

Wasaapp :)) ... after I set my foot on campus & got introduced to C++( I never knew about coding before I got to uni & since I loved maths, solving problems with it gave me the same feeling that I get when I solve different mathematical problems ). Then I started learning web devt using SheCodes, but I got bored after learnin frontend :(. After that, I started exploring Machine Learning & AI through this online summer course. Then I got introduced to Data Science through WorldQuant University. Eventually, I realized I wanted to start with Data Analytics, then go back to Data Sci, and eventually move into ML & AI. So currently, I'm learning DA through the ALX Data Analytics course & Datanomics( You can apply for a scholarship since applications are open right now ). I'm also getting back into learning db because I slacked off for a while because of some things.

🤗🤗 owy 고마워 .... I used to be an introvert but someone who talks a lot when I get comfortable .... but I might say opening the channel helped a lot

Sma ccheck check : ) ..... I really wanna say be the first supporter to urself be the first to like your post even with the two accs you have like it click the thumbs up button ( Take being your own supporter seriously ). What I noticed is pples will always remember to react to your posts if its liked first.

Hey shega pples 💜 wanna say thank you for asking me and giving me suggestions. It means a lot and u guys woahhh u all are good at asking questions I never expected to get asked let alone to get this kind of goatedd and good questions. I am gonna send my answer in here and I hope I gave u the right answer to all of ur questions🤗.

Hey shega pples I got two messages so far so feel free to send your question, suggestion for the contents, anything that you want to say btw its anonymous so If you want to know anything abt me or anything that you want to say or hear plwease you should use this opportunity 😂. We might not be able to do it like we wont be able to do it at least for a month or so. lets wait till Thursday and will answer the questions before my ep 2 writing. Here is the link https://sma.et/b/q1ewdUBSfsUT I feel like my shega pples are so scared to ask or anything to say. I mean whenever I see an sma or AMA. I be asking a lot and random questions.😂😂 Ps. I feel like am coming hard for you guys to use it 🙄 anywaysshega pples bye till the next post🚶‍♀️‍➡️.

So if You have either a question, suggestion or anything you can keep em coming and I will try to answer them here so It will be open till I come back .... till my next post 🚶‍♀️‍➡️🚶‍♀️‍➡️ https://sma.et/b/q1ewdUBSfsUT

A heads up its something like a series till 2019 gets here so it will be continued Whenever a friend talks about giving up, leaving smthg they started ብዙ ጊዜ ኮንኛለሁኝ saying እህሉ በዝናብ የተበላሸበት ገበሬ ፣ ብቸኛ የሆነውን አንድ ልጇን በሞት ያጣች እናት፣ ምዋለ ንዋዩን አፈስሶ የከሰረ investor እራሱ they still looked up to God, found hope and kept going ግን now looking back I say to myself who am I to say that to them? Mostly I start things and stawpp them and give up like at some point without even knowin I did give up and fight with God cuz ጥቅመኛ ልጁ ነኝና ሲሰጠኝ ደስ ብሎኝ እቅፉ ስር ምወድቅ የጠየኩትን ሲነሳኝ፤ የአመታት ፀሎቴን ሳይመልስ ሲቀር አኩርፌው ከደጁ ምጠፋ፣ go on a silent mode and still the almighty God never stopped giving me reasons and so many roads for this lost soul and ወጣት ሳለች ብላቴና ለሆነች እኔነቴ to get back on and I am so grateful for that and this year I took a road that I did ask permission to walk on and took the greatest risk of my life (the ones that know me know what I am talking abt 😁 and u the others will tell you about it when the right times comes ዋናው መቆየት ነው ). Why am I blabbering this much its because of this summer and how its going so lets talk about what my plan was 😭 1. Taking courses on data analysis ( to secure remote paying jobs when my second year class starts ..... I wanna learn smthgs and I don't want to ask money for em from my parents 😊 ሞኝ ተስፈኛ 😭) 2. Doing smthg that I love like writing. 3. Starting tiktok. 4. learning korean and other plans too. And this is the time for you to ask how it went and what I achieved and me is typing with a smile on my face that I achieved almost like nothing the learning felt boring to my lazy self when I finish a topic my mind registers it as if I finished a whole book and my body instantly shutss off to studying. A lot of plans that never got to be done, a lot of chapters that never got to be closed, a lot of chances that either never got to be used or never get secured, doors that never got the chance to be opened and other ones that were shut off to me. In terms of learning so far u can say I failed and even my lazy bum is thinking to give up on it but deep down like deeep down my gut tells me not to, that I am gonna make it and blah blah ( I say to myself or with my friends this 👉 I know I am gonna make it ,am gonna win I just don't know when ... this isn't copium idk if its a gut feeling I just feel that way I see me being a successful women someone that I am proud of .. I just couldn't predict when though 😐 .... funny aint it? So laugh 😂 ) then lets come to tiktok so content creating feels hard especially for someone who compares self with others and fears to be judged. Even here on telegram it wasn't easy I got the courage after one of my friend suggested that I should create one ( thanks dude 🫡 ) but it wasn't planned to be like this what I thought was to share techy things but it just turned different still its my safe space ( I really love it how its going ) and a reason to meet other content creators too ( pples who asked and checked on me when I ghost the channel ) it was one of my favorite thing that happened to me this year .... ohhh talking abt this year God this year was one of my favourite .... I met a lot of noice, interesting, and matured pples. I got new friends while not loosing contacts with the others. I got to experience a lot of kindness in Harar from strangers that never knew me. In life the thing that I find beautiful is strangers being kind to you because ik the pples that know me will be kind I mean being kind for someone that u know it aint hard according to me but to someone that u don't know being kind is hard in this era ድሮ ድሮ our አያትs let strangers stay at there house, gave em food and a lot but in this era letting strangers to your life let alone to your house is hard so I will share u what kind of kindness that I got from strangers and a lot of thingsss in the other one things that I fear sharing and talk about . Ps. A series till the new year comez 😁.

So I am gonna share smthg and read it Ps. Its Me against my fear. Ps. Something to be continued. Ps. I am gonna change my channel name. Who wants to give suggestion or ask question Its been so long since I have been wanting to do sma but I feared no one will send one and that will be smthg to wake me up from my sleep at 3 am 😭 ( not getting a question from 214 member channel ). #heads_up@theJourneyy101 Thumbs up the post if you wanna do the sma and heart it if you don't want to

Ayoo shega pples Guess what mercy got drum roll plweasee 🥁🥁 a positive result for h.pylori Now all the appetite loss, the burp ( typical for ጨጓራ but 😁😭), the cough that persisted even when I took chopped garlic in the mornings and the tea that I wrote here ( was searching for that post and couldn't find it but GodI have posted like a lottt 😁 I thought I wasn't taking posting seriously but nah I did pretty much good 😁 ... I even made a vm on my saved msg to share it to u shega pples i thought may be that's too much ብዬ 😅) and yeah the cough made me through up smtimes and some dizziness which I thought was related to Iron deficiency at least that's what I thought 🤷‍♀ and one night my stomach was burning like hell I was coughing and throwing up but I just went for a check just yesterday because when dad saw that I still had the cough and the throw up and all he guessed its a h.pylori ( we went together I hate hospitals idk why once upon a time my dummy brain thought that I could become a doctor not actually a psychiatrist but I had to learn medicine at first ) idk but first we all thought I got cold or smthg ..... so why write all of this? You may ask so my dad have been saying take good care of yourself, start running, don't sleep too much and so on after I got back from uni and after he saw my appetite so I think I wanted to say and remind my shega ppl to take good care of yourselves 🙌 ... እናንተ ስትኖሩ ነው ህልማቹም ሚኖረው 🫶 Ps I might need to stop drinking black coffee and eating በርበሬ በዘይት but God I really don't want to #random@theJourneyy101

So is this the place to write about this?idk but I just love finding & seeing እማዋይሽን፣ እታባን when ever I go to church በዓይኔ ምስለ ስዕሏን እፈልግና I will stare at it & i will get this feeling እናቱ አጠገቡ ሆና አይቶ ስሞም እንደማይጠግብ እምቦቅቅላ። If words could express እታባን am not the one to do that & I don't think anybody on earth could express የልባቸውን then feel ohh this is it this is how I feel about her cuz ለወለደችኝ ለእናቴ እራሱ ቃል ያጥራል። ለእመቤቴ ቃላት የለኝም even after hearing pples prayer and you saying በስማም how could someone could think of that still የልባቹን አይገልጡላቹም heard someone said ዝገኚልኝ እመቤቴን እና በስማም how I felt like how did that person come up with that. seeing pples በደስታ ፊታቸው ፈክተው ስዕለታቸው ተስምቶ ደጀ ሰላም ሲመጡ so ረሰብኩ ስዕለትየ ለማለት ያብቃቹህ(tell me if i wrote it wrongly .. cuz i feel I did)የልባቹን መሻት ፈጣሪ ይሙላላችሁ ፈጣሪ እጃችሁን ይዟችሁ ይምራችሁ cuz sometimes I really feel like a blind person to life ወደኩ ባላችሁበት ሰዓት እግዚአብሔር በብዙ ጓዳችሁን ይሙላላችሁ እናም ከአንደበታችሁ ዕለት ዕለት ምስጋና አያሳጣችሁ። እንኳን አደረሳችሁ my fellow Orthodox followers ቀጭን እግር w heel😭& እማ at zend #religious@theJourneyy101