lost in the nil.

‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ i asked god to help me forget her but a year later, he turned the only lil spark of light she had left me into a nightmare as well. thnks god

‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌ ‌honestly, i’ve had many friends in my life and? i was really close to a lot of them. i always thought a friend was just someone kind who stays by your side but she changed all of that .. for the past two years, she hasn’t just been my bestie. she’s been my family, my therapist, my safe place & my partner in crime. she means more to me than words can explain. if she cries, i cry. if she laughs, i become the happiest girl in the world and guess what??? if anyone ever dares to hurt or upset her, i’d risk everything just to bring my girl’s peace back ❕ i don’t really know what the future holds, and i’ve let go of the past but there’s one thing i’m sure about “ at this point in my life, tiya is the MOST PRECIOUS thing i have ” at the end, happy bday to my pretty lil deer 💞